Our scars define who we are

Just before I woke her up (Taken with instagram)

SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!!! Don’t ask me what I’m doing, when you see exactly what I’m doing because I’ll just tell you exactly what you see and you’ll end up getting upset. Don’t ask me what’s wrong and then get upset/ mad when I tell the truth or get upset/ mad when I don’t tell you just because I know your reaction. Don’t continue to do something to me when I ask you to stop and then get mad when I get mad for you to continue. Don’t laugh at me when I’m being serious because when I actually am serious, it’s obviously serious. If you don’t want to upset me then don’t do things to upset me, especially while I’m pregnant or I’ll just end up being annoyed with you forever.

is it that difficult to understand or?

3 weeks ago

3 weeks ago

allthatcountsishere-now: Now you're just some bunny that I used to know. <3

I have 21 letters just as sweet a this one. I love him so much :)

Tuesday, May 1st

Lydia,

I just wanna start off by letting you know that you and Bradley are the absolute best thing to ever happen to me. I don’t know where I would be in life right now if it weren’t for you. I knew from the first time that I met you at Sam and Daniels house that there was something about you. From the day I met you, I knew that I wanted you in my life. And now we’re about to be a family. I can really say that I have never been so happy with my life. Anybody else would have given up on me for having to be in jail, but you haven’t. Even when I was picked up the last time, a week after we were together, you still didn’t leave me. You even paid to get me out. It was right then and there that cemented my feelings and my love for you.

I would do everything for you that you have done for me, and then some. When I get out of here you and little Bradley are gonna be so spoiled you won’t know what to do.

I got the envelopes today too, and I could smell your perfume on them as soon as I got them. It made me think of you and miss you so much. I went to my cell and cried for a minute. I still dream about you every night. You and little Bradley are all I ever think about. I’m so happy and thankful to have the two of you in my life. It makes me even more happy to know that you are all mine and no one else’s.

I Love YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!! With every ounce of my being. There aren’t any 2 other people I could love more than you and Bradley. Tell him dad loves him and will be out soon!

Love,

Brandon

1 month ago